Thursday, September 10, 2009

I feel betrayed by the church. I get envy and jealous that I never get what others seem to get from church that people take for granted. But for me, it seems that I have to fight for every inch, fight for every breathing space. The heart is just weary and I just want to be embraced. I want to go up to people and give them a piece of my mind, to correct them, to lecture them and rebuke them.

Half the time I felt like I was being framed for crimes I never committed, judged on things I never did, labeled for things I did not do.

How can I bring people to church when it is so shit.